It’s been awhile since I last posted (I catch myself typing that from time to time). To be honest, these last few months have been crazy!
I’ve been dealing with health things and mental health things. I’ve been feeling like Job, except I can only hope to be as righteous as he was (I’m just being honest here).
I’ve questioned why I’m going through the things I’m going through.I’ve been through a rollercoaster of emotions; I’ve felt anger, sadness, numbness, etc. I let my mind go to all sorts of places but it comes down to who God is.
I focused on myself and the things I was feeling, I didn’t look outside of myself or see the bigger picture. I didn’t rest in God, I didn’t embrace His peace, I didn’t maintain hope. I wanted to see what I chose to see.
The biggest thing I’m currently working on is trusting in God. Enduring the struggles and maintaining joy even when I may not feel all that happy. From the struggles comes growth in all forms.
I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.- Romans 8:18 (NIV)
I will push on and I’ll stay strong; I encourage you guys to do the same. Keep fighting my brothers and sisters. I love you!